When I realized that I wasn't born rich that I had to work to finance my studies,
I did not blame anyone. I blamed You!
When I felt like I was a social outcast for not having this and that,
I did not blame anyone. I blamed You!
When my romantic relationship ended and I felt alone and tormented,
I did not blame anyone. I blamed You!
When I had to set aside my own happiness to support my family,
I did not blame anyone. I blamed You!
When I wanted to achieve something but failed multiple times,
I did not blame anyone. I blamed You!
When my father got sick and we couldn't send him to a decent hospital which caused his passing,
I did not blame anyone. I blamed You!
When I had to keep fighting to survive but deep inside I was weak and dying,
I did not blame anyone. I blamed you!
When I looked back after surpassing all the hardships and still standing strong,
I did not blame anyone. I blamed You!
GOD, now that I surrender everything to you, I will forever be blaming you,
Because every time I do, You never fail to provide answers...
This is my official entry to Joy's Letter To God Contest